that life changing weekend that we had in mind for a year now never came.
Today is a day that i will never forget.
Our checkbooks never came in use, flat never bought, hearts were broken, and hopes were lost.
Today is a day that i will remember.
I remembered the disappointment on your face and the sadnesss in your eyes.
Dearest boyfriend,
I am writing to tell you that through the four hours of wait we were put through today and the pain you are feeling now, I realized something invaluable. As we watched our choice units being striked off the list and as we desperately searched the floor plan for alternatives, i realized something invaluable.
I realized that you are the person that i want to spend every waking moment with. I realized that your disappointment and loss is mine. I realized that I have never wanted a unit there. I realized that all I have ever wanted today was standing right beside me all along. I realized that I am willing to look past my budget constraints and my pride if that brings me to you. I realized that I want a life with you more than anything.
It was a very disappointing day for me not because i lost my shot at a unit there. Neither was it because we got a lousy queue number and was defeated by fate. It was the dejected expression you wore, the thought of waiting another year before we could finally call a place our own.
That life changing event we had in mind never took place today. but my life has already changed when we first met. I remember how you were not interested in me at all back then. I remember how anxiously i was waiting for you to ask me out. I remember the flowers you gave. I remember them all.
I have you and that's all i want for now.
i love you and will always do.
dampening dempsey's brunch
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Life's rolling well.
we had brunch at e food and wine at depmsey on a saturday morning.
The place turned out to be more serene than expected. Sadly, that is the only thumbs up i could offer for this restuarant...
we opted for indoors given how weather hasnt been at its best. The owner of the restuarant also owns a furniture shop, so i expected nothing less than great from the furniture and furnishings but it was alittle of a let down. not a fan of wooden tables and chairs. Dont they belong to outdoor dining?
So was food.
The eggs platter looks excatly what anyone who knows how to use a frying pan is capable of. I wished that they had stolen some greenery from the outdoors. The only time the sister who owned the dish ever stopped complaining was when she was busy sipping tea to dilute the vinegar that had drowned the eggs.
The fish and chip was the least darkest dish. If you screw up fish and chip, you should practically pack your bags for the cooking academy again. Fries are a teeny bit better than macdonalds.
Here's 'Chef's mum's curry chicken' for the mum. Hmm. This local delight is no delight at all. The chicken wasnt tender and why is there a boiled egg swimming in the curry? Like the paintings that didnt score well with the woody, the egg should probably find its home somewhere.
Here's my cajun casaer chicken salad. hmm. not flavourful and not appealing.
overall, you should visit this restaurant if peace rates higher than food quality with you. to be fair, maybe it would feel better if i had went in the night but the food doesnt warrant a second visit.
Still a fantastic weekend for me.
Good bye.
Thursday, December 01, 2011
i received a call at work today from my aunt. She told me that mum's at hospital. I got to say my heart stopped and i found myself in a struggle with my tear duct. I started praying fervently. Dropped work and left for the hospital
Turns out mum's good. She had flashes in the morning and it wasnt retina wear that could eventually lead to a loss of vision. It was a major scare. Hospital's not excatly where i wanna spend my day off but im glad it ended well.
It was an emotional day for me. Its times like this that made you stop and wonder what really matters.
I dont know what i can take away from today.
Its exhausting.
Good luck.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
i cannot get this song off my head.
The cab- angel with a shotgun
fun shoot
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
i see and hear alot of things i dont want to at work.
lord, please make me deaf to gossips and blind to scandals
i just want to make money and go home.
f. me.
Goodnight.
simple day with an extraordinary date.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
always wanted a tattoo. consider my wish half done.
dinner at wild honey somerset hasnt lived up to expectations.
we visited H&M on sat. That makes it my 4th H&M in less than 2 years. i can understand the hullabaloo . causual europe wear at affordable prices. nt a fan though.
but anyway, it was awesome. saturdays always are because of who i spend it with. This man is crazily smart, well mannered and geeky which i find incredibily adorable.
Hello Jk, reading this? even though i just said it few hours ago, i like to say it again.
i love you.
bye.
