if you have been down on your luck these days, you would probably understand how i feel now.

yesterday i almost lost my file. Today i did better.

I manage to lose my ezlink card for the THIRD TIMEE! TERRIFIC!

I remember placing e cursed card in my file when i got off the bus! BUT i forgot my card could easily slip out of it w/o my notice. GREAT.

so it was byebye to 21 bucks. again. yeah. to sum up my pain, my card and money had eloped with the efforts of my memory. GREAT.

and so if you think this is the only reason im feeling the heartache, then slit your throat for being so naive.

i got super pissed yesterday as well. like how i waited for the damn bus for almost 30 mins. like how i only find out my file is sitting in seiyu when im on the bus. like how i had go back to seiyu to retrieve that damn thing

yes. i figure out that my file is cursed.

im so unlucky alright. and i was rather pissed/upset today during AFA tutorial. because qy refuses to present. and janet doesnt want to present as well. and i dont know how im gonna present when i havent done my work.

all of us are in the wrong. and i thought that we are all pissed with each other.

and here comes the crux of the entire crap: Mr NG wants that qn presented the next lesson. oh shut up. im pissed with him as well.

it was a load of rubbish these days. like nothing makes sense to me.

i went to play basketball on my own today. like how i need time for myself. i rly want a break now from all the crap im facing now.


i dont want you back.

but if you were here, you would hear my sufferings, share the mess. i remember how you would carry me up the stairs, and carry all my pain.

im rly tired.goodnight.