i think im upset. i think im so full of myself.i think im so fortunate.i think i think lesser than i should.i think you are probably thinking what am i thinking now.i think you should quit thinking about that.i think God must have been through alot before he decided to give me a place here on earth. he built me at the expense of others. im here so that i will make my fellow beings look good. i think guilt is eating my conscience. im not feeling remorseful and i hate myself for feeling this way. i dont know. im blinded. if you were in my circumstances, would you give guilt another chance would you turn your back on consciencewould you kill one love for anotherCAN you kill one love for another.ok.im just going through alot, mentally. nothing serious. NO please dont jump to conclusions at the sight of the word 'love' . i have to decide on something else, relatively impt. if i would have chosen to execute option alpha, i may cause unhappiness to apple, orange, mango and what's not. but option beta is against my wishes you see.if you have to choose between the both, you would probably think like me - choose not to think about choosing. i know this entry has been lengthy and you are probably overloaded with rubbish, then dont read la. bye. i know.im trying not to think.
