hey. i went to the library today. so damn proud of myself. i have been so lazy these days, oh and so extravagant with my money. my account balance dipped by 700 in 2 weeks i guess. great. and i still have my car bills to pay.

i have been having weird dreams these days, and its all about someone who makes my blood boil. but i'm not so keen about going into details. she carries no significance, just thought that its quite scary to dream about her.

this year has almost come to end. I'm so glad that I'm about to embark on a fresh year because this year smells. its really one of the lousier years i had been put through. i had to bear with a lot of nonsense. Be it with family or friends, i find it hard to breathe, and let alone, smile.

ok. becoming too emo for the night. i apologize.

anyway i present to you, seok and i. seok, you seriously mean alot to me. i know you are a friend i will never be afraid to rely on. and your singing rocks.