i havent been blogging for obvious reasons - ivent got the time to.

since i started working, i havent had a single day to myself with the exception of today.

watching television and sleeping was all that i did. it was awesome man to get say 14hrs of sleep.

there were many things i could talk about. like how i celebrated my birthday, or janet or yvonne's. Maybe i could mention alittle how work's been.

then again, i dont think any of you would be interested in these

i wanna talk about a book im reading now. (not that you would be interested in this as well)

What would you do if you could spend one more day with a lost loved one?

i dont know.

i realise im someone that reminisce with sad and regrets alot. i hate it when people around me or i get overly sentimental. Because i always link any comfort with sympathy and to be pitied on is simply pathetic.

you know if i could be granted a wish now, i would ask for strength. i think im been weak lately and i wanna put an end to all the whining and whats not.

even this entry makes me wanna puke. there are way too much feelings and stuff in in. if i could be devoid of all emotions, how good can that get.

yes, it would be so sad if i couldnt feel happy when i strike lottery.

then again, i dont strike lottery every day right? and im not into this to start with.