Warning: long long long entry and trucklots of emotions involved.

had our dinner and dance yesterday.

amanda, our group's representative was awesome last night. She didnt emerge victorious but she won our hearts with her professionalism. I've never seen someone as sporty as amanda. Her dedication is overwhelming and her efforts paid off. She stood out so well.

this week has been rather hectic (yes hectic again). we had our tutorials and lectures. Havent really had any genuine interaction with my classmates yet. but looking forward to knowing them.

hostel is not at all a place for me. i dont really participate in their activities because im trying not to. i really wanna set my priorities right. Good grades top my list now and anything besides that is not gonna be of any significance. damn.im such a nerd.

i miss days in polytechnic. i love the fact that we have a class and nobody's a stranger to another. Back here in ntu, friendship rarely enters your mind. Everybody's on their own and im not the most independent person on earth. But thank god i've a got a good roomate.

Her name's nicole. She's rather cool. I find her amazingly mature. She's 19 anyway. There are so many things i could learn from her. Then again, she always has the knack of making me feel bad about myself at the end of each 'chit-chat' session.

Faith is the last thing nicole will ever need to worry about. She has so much passion in her and its affecting me because ive none to speak of. Its crazy why im saying all these here.

I just dont know who to say this to man.

Life at uni is definitely different. I think im still at the transition stage and i certainly hope that i will advance soon. Ive got so much tutorials and readings to do. Its crazy

Bye.