im feeling so much better now. this week's over but its just the start of another.

tmr im gonna be heading for newton with eeling, doug and probably wayne and weifon. so that's something to look forward to i guess.

yesterday, i had a dream and i dreamt that we were together and i was very protective of you then. i think that its just a reflection of what i wanna do in reality - to care for you and to be wherever you need me. i dont know why, but i really wished that it didnt have to end and i havent hurt you back then. weird, isnt it? we just had a phone conversation and i really miss you. im so glad that we are good friends now and i hope it stays this way forever and ever.

suddenly i think i have so much to look forward to in life. ive been so negative the past 1 month and i wanna end all this crap and start afresh. i guess the book i was reading just now gave me strength. wanna catch it in the bookstores?

its called 'bible'

see you guys around.