i wish i can start this entry with something good because negativity's filling up my life.

i wish i can say that ntu's been swept away by some hurricane or the dean made a mistake and that im graduating soon.

none of the above's gonna happen. i feel so weighed down these days. its like 3.5 managed to find its way to my heart and stabbed it with all its might.

'brace yourself up' that's what ive been hearing and trying to do these days. it seems like im magnifying such a little hiccup in life.

sigh sigh sigh.

on a lighter note, im talking to doug now and i really enjoyed every conversation with him. its feels like im watching discovery channel each time i talk to him. he would tell me new stuff like the mason dixon line, and words like FOB etc.

its nice to know there are more things to life than education.

and yes, i met up with cs and xh yesterday. cs is freaking funny and i really enjoy hanging out with them.

got to go. bye.