oh God, i feel so down again. (what's new)

the skies have been so gloomy and so am i.

my application to go on an exchange in canada has been accepted. they have assigned me montreal. ive wanted york university. anyway, its highly unlikely that i will go. i wont say im definitely not going but there are far too many issues on hand.

the issues are in short: module matching, eeling, money, friends, internship.

i probably can write a 1000 word essay on why i should not go. i know the way i think is really not cool. im not cool to start with. well, leave it to Him. Show me the way, Jesus!

Today i went past city harvest. its been a good long time since ive went into the church. i miss the service.

Oh i did really badly for today's test. balance sheet isnt balanced. journal entries were a plain mess. Awesome me. Awesome test.

im defeated by shit. pull me outta it.

fcuk.