Losing to win.
Today was the best night one could ever have as a DT auditor. There was the tough fight, good beer, great sushi and most of all, them.
LCL came from home to give the hug i badly needed. SM kept me distracted this fucking day. JR provided the entertainment. point is, they went that fucking extra mile to keep me alive. I felt terrible and they were there.
I hate losing and i will never get used to it. But tonight, i was glad i screwed up. If screwing up is all that it takes to know that they care so much, then i would fucking screw up all my life.
i love them and i love my life.
Goodnight.