I started a livejournal for you. Began enaging in facebook, learnt how to tag photos and do the entire comment thing. told you my darkest secrets, crazy stuff i would never possibly tell when i am sober.

i came back from suzhou and miss all of you every day. I would stare at the photos and laugh to myself while having steamboat and sitting in an air-conditioned room.

I miss you all. Its not that often i pick up a new skill or miss someone that badly. Its just you and all of you.

You can cry and complain. I swear i be here to listen. Just fight it, kill it. Just live because i need you to.

i love you, E.

Goodnight.

On another note, today's been awesome. love.