i've been busy meeting friends, having fun and living life.

today, i was told by a colleague whom i really looked up to that in audit, we seek breadth and not depth. we never stop learning but its simply never enough to breach the limits of our potential. she ended the conversation with a 'you never know' .

and i said i cannot agree more.

i hate how we are always fighting with the brain on what move to make, what step to take. Its a stupid battle that always ends up with the heart broken, conscience compromised and ego hurt. Its stupid to think we can outplay ourselves and outlast others.


i have so much admiration for her because by quitting, she makes me feel cowardly. She sets me thinking on the endless possibilities that one could embark on given courage, courage and more courage to pursue what the heart's beating for.


Im not gonna fight the brain anymore. Mine sucks anyway. Go with the heart even if that means swimming against a tsunami or overcoming a troop with cultery and napkins. If your gonna die anyhow.. put on a great fight.

I have been a foolish worshipper of that brain of mine. it sucks to do what is right and what is good.

I want to take a risk and have a shot with life. I want to die knowing i have tried.

We kept saying life sucks. Why did we let it happen?

Goodnight.