4 years 9 months - thats how long we have been together.

2 hours ago- thats when we last said how lucky we were to have each other



it didnt hit me till seconds ago that i realized today was the 4th. We  have stopped celebrating anniversaries, writing cards and making gifts. But there wasnt a moment since we got together that i havent felt loved.

i hate hearing how my friends would always describe that being with you was the best decision ive ever made. you are not an investment that i did with returns in mind. you are not some guy ive accepted along the way so that loneliness cant find me. you are nothing like a decision at all.

you were what i have wanted but now, you are what i cant live without.

There wasnt a decision to make back then. There never is going to be one.

You were a reason for happiness and you will always be.